andrina's Stuff

LOL!

2012-02-06T12:53:00.000+08:00

Pictures stolen from different sources. HAHAHA! These are really cute pics that made my day!

and happy Chap Goh Meh everyone! :D

Dragon Year 2012

2012-02-03T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps! Im back like again! Nothing much to update actually, photos only, shall we? :D

Like the ordinary and like always punya first day of CNY, it goes like this ...

Likewise the second day had always been spent with the same old gang.

Third day and its the annual CNY dinner again.

Forth day is BBQ with the IVCC-ians. ALL you can eat. crap...not fat baru weird.

Fifth day! First visit to Fullhouse and D.yak. LOL!

Sixth day...it's Saturday!

Day 7 & 8... fewer and fewer photos liaw.lol.

Guess that's all for nao! It's February by now and here comes the romantica month of the year! Have a nice and romantica one ahead dear all!

Greeting from ana!

2012-01-24T10:48:00.003+08:00

Now you know the power of make up to cover all the dark circle and and the flaws on your face.

Lift up your dull and pale facey into a deng-deng brightening and ghostly one!

Anyway, happy Dragon year, dear all!

eyay! it will be a great one!

Replay button

2012-01-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

Perhaps there are certain songs in your playlist, that you could hit the replay button over and over again without getting bored over it.

Perhaps, its because of the beautiful rhythm

Perhaps, its because of the soothing voice that calms your heart

Perhaps, its because of the people that you thought of everytime you start listening to it

Perhaps, its because of the lyrics that describes perfectly of what you're feeling at that very moment

Perhaps, there are memories that are meant to be kept in a beautiful rhythm. You bottle it inside and when the right mood kicks in, you hit the replay button again. It often feels like the entire memory playing all over again right in front of your eyes, crosses your heart and hits the emotional nerves. Sometimes, its the reality that wakes you up, urging you to move on to the next song. Once you're awake, you realised it had been 15minutes ago and you're absorbed into a non-concious mind for like this " long " ?

Perhaps...you never wanted to come into your concious mind, realizing that reality can never replace the memories left behind. Instead, it's about creating another new one.

P.S: Crap. Im not emo anyway. Im just being errr.random? LOL! Btw, Happy CNY everyone! Mari makan annoying orange sama-sama!

Of food temptations

2012-01-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Of dreams and emotions

2012-01-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, Im a hopeless dreamer

Of the romantic dreams, wild dreams, mild dreams, fearless dreams, girlish dreams, white dreams.

Gracious 2011

2012-01-03T01:15:00.003+08:00

It's coming to an end, ok! I shall do the annual reflection again. Time flies and apparently, the wrinkles are forming on the edge of my eyes without mercy T_____T.

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Shall we recap on what I've done for the gracious 2011?

Beautiful January

- Spent the first day of 2011 with loved ones. -

- Final year faculty night! -

- Annual vacation with puikia! -

Seasonal February

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Memorable Gatherings during Chinese New Year

Dearly gathering with gossipers. My first vegeterian reunion dinner!

IVCC reunion dinner and I miss every each one of you!

With the gang! Can't wait for CNY! haha.quoted from Annie.

Last but not least, simple reunion dinner with family!

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Valentine's

All the way to KL! XD

My second boyfriends for Valentine! HAHAHA! at Danga Bay <3

Busy March

Due to overloaded stress, we went for steamboat!

Had our tomyam steamboat at KRP bilik siswi! LOL!

Siewchin's birthday!

April Fool

Went to Penang for RICS concference!

Had the blurrest presentation ever!

Had a group photoshoot!

We are graduating!

IVCC Farewell 2011 =')

Four's Farewell at 7 Spice!

Hello May

Completed thesis like finally after all the hard works!

Had our graduation trip in AirPapan

Final K-session! Miss you all much much!

IVCC graduation trip to Terengganu!

Second IVCC's wedding that I attended in Batu Pahat. XD

Hey June

Went to Kampung Taee for Gawai!

Puikia is back for a week!

Bali!!

Calub's visit to Kuching!

Lovely July

Worked in Playground with nono! hehe

Im officially 22!

August Rush

BBQ at Bernard's house! oh..without Michelle again X)

First QS job officially after graduated. Spotted my book on the table! LOL!

Dearly September

My farewell before leaving Kuching again~

the start of something good!

My convocation!

Flowery October

Books on shelf once again!

Flying back to Kuching for brother's convocation!

Silent November

Tanah Merah! and I love the kids there!

Happening December

It's Christmas,babe!

Met Narmi for the first time!

For the sake of the Christmas tree, we are completely dark!

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Guess that's all for all the reflection of the year 2011.

It's a gracious year because God is there whenever I am. wherever I was. whoever I met.

People walked in and out of your life for some purposes. Some might remained on the line, some might have left, some might have waited, some might have stopped, some might have lost. And yes, you are still there to keep an eye of everyone you cared for.

I jz hope for a blissful year ahead! 2012 will be a great one I believe =)

2011-12-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

Grass is always greener over the opposite fence. How much one might tried to maintain a real good appearance, yet it is useless when it is losing inside. Things that appear to be perfect like a beautiful antique but nobody knows the hard works of preserving it. To walk on the extra miles, knowing it's miles ahead again yet you never stop giving in. Masking up everything, yet it ached inside. Stopping by several special occasions and never did the right one tune in and play the melodious rhythm. People stopped by, pouring their generous gifts but you know it's an expensive gift that you can't return with all you have. Coming to a crossroad, knowing you can always decide what you want and eventually you took a U-turn. There are times where, words don't speak, action doesn't ring, numbers doesn't count, everything come to a halt. and it's tiring, knowing it will always be the same no matter how much you tried to alter everything.

Inspired #2

2011-12-29T18:42:00.004+08:00

Tender & Mild

2011-12-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

With the assistance of Sony Alpha, photography is much more easier and in fact, every shot that came out from DSLR is completely coooool! HAHAHA. It's not my DSLR btw, I borrowed it for this special photoshoot with a little kitten and my soulmate who owes believe I can always bring the best out of her with photography.

This is so gonna be a post in entirely black and white version because I simply love B&W. Guess the colourful one will be posted in facebook someday when Im finally free.

Okay, nao...we'll proceed to the photos. Shall we? ;)

Introducing Narmi! 3 months old! He's cute, clingy, playful and blur at the same time!

The moment you hold him in your arms, you knew for sure that you should handle him with care.

Covers the entire oval-shaped face. And surprisingly, she said she loves this shot!

Narmi in action...in the bed of tiny white flowers. I should have shifted the camera right a little bit! LOL! my mistake!

A closer look. Narmi is a very clingy kitten.

Love the way the wind blows in one direction.

Book-lovers and so do I.

Do you see what I see.....it's the familiar buildings, and it's UTM in fact.

Tender and mild...he is simply harmless except for the sharp claws!! LOL!

Of trees. kitten. and nono.

She blends well with the nature surrounding her.

Narmi, you certainly haz a very adventurous friend!

The look in their eyes....

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Hmmmm.guess that's all for this post. It's not a complete one because I decided to choose only 10++ photos out of 300 photos.Guess the hardest thing of all is to choose the best among the millions. That's all for now, and this is my tiny christmas present for my dear soulmate! Hope you like it! And I miss both of you! so so much!

Happy ending.

2011-12-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

It reads, " I love happy endings, especially when they don't come easily, yet come eventually"

Super random quote I've taken from a book! Much more than just a thought.

Okay, I gotta back to work again. I owez believe, things don't come easily and with that I will have to put extra efforts in gaining it.

Bye peeps!

Inspirations oops.

2011-12-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

I love observation which goes deep into people's mind,

no judgements, no blames,

I love freedom which is drawn in a perfect boundary,

no restricted rules, no forbidden places,

I love wild imagination which goes beyond the reality of life,

no commitments, no pain

Triple 12

2011-12-12T02:11:00.001+08:00

Look at the calender and the clock. apparently it is 2.12am, 12.12.2011

It has been exactly one month from the legendary triple eleven.

Time flies. I guess.

After saving this photo, I baru realise I actually typed 12.12.2012!!!

HAHAHAHAHA! Okay, fine. I'm way too lazy to retype again! just hope that the triple 12 for next year will be a better one! LOL!

Foundation of trust

2011-12-07T13:14:00.001+08:00

I build the foundation of trust on a solid rock. Never did I expect the solid rock will sometimes slip away from the shore by the raging sea waves, leaving this foundation on a slippery sand and slowly leaving only shattered pieces of cements. Sometimes it's hard and heart-wrenching to watch the foundation you've built came crushing down by just a sudden raging wave. Sigh. But I guess that's how life spells, not every foundation you built is everlasting. Some will, some will not. Lesson to be learnt: ya, never built your foundation on the same place where it brokes, it's unbearable to see it come crushing down again for the second time.

However, things are always better off when you knew you had forever-and-always-foundations to run to when this one isn't working anymore. These are the foundations that stand rooted on the ground, even when the tsutnami comes. ( so exaggerating! LOL) and Yes, I'm so glad I have them here after all.

Lullaby

2011-11-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

Nights of searching for directionless information, and Im totally down for this self-low-efficiency.

Sing me a lullaby tonight, would you?

I just need a warm voice singing to my ears and say, "everything will be okay, go ahead and have a nice rest tonight. "

A leap to Singapore

2011-11-29T17:07:00.001+08:00

Genius. Singapore definitely haz thousands of brilliant brains for the construction of architectural buildings in their country. I was totally amazed by their creative and marvellous architectural buildings. Both interior and exterior!

- Bugis. The colourful flats. -

- Colourful crafts on the wall. Love! -

- Not to forget, a portrait of mine with my favorite wall! -

- You can see branded shops all over the street and this CHANEL and I met a well-known Korean singer shopping there! -- Marina Bay, crap. beautiful again. What if it's taken by DSLR, it's prettier even! -

- Lovely birds by the concrete jungle -

- With my muka tembok face and I entered this biggest LV outlet in the world though I haz only 5 SGD. -

-Letters on the wooden bridge-

- The reflection of Lotus building! See, how creative they are!! So sayang there's no lotus flowers -

- Lastly, the OLYMPIC WALK -

I must say, architects and designers working in Singapore are truly creative and brilliant!

Convocation Package Pictures

2011-11-28T00:51:00.001+08:00

I'll have a full set of my convocation pictures uploaded here! No filtration.

Just in case you wanna take this studio for your future convo pics, inform me! HAHAHA. Except for the short-tempered photographer, everything is just good!

The photographer insisted to have me taking this as the background image. =.=

Hrmmmm.how about this? LOL.the entire me!

Woooo! I love white background!

The legendary chair. LOL

This is weird. It's like I can put another person here to stand beside me =.=

With nono and the mini scrapbook!

It looks like, a bookshelves background will be better off for this family portrait. LOL.

That's a total of eight photos for a package of RM200!

Yar, this gonna be a disclosure post for my graduation. :D

Im glad Im graduated as a quantity surveyor! officially!

Stalker

2011-11-24T11:43:00.001+08:00

Seriously, he is everywhere, anywhere and 无所不在。

"I think the guy over there keep on looking at you." As usual, I ignored it and slowly using the edge of my eye to glance over without the need of turning my head into his direction. Alright, I knew him. He had always been there with that look and I met him on the street that day with a weird formal shirt under a scorching sun. Yes, I remember him. "Oh..that's your coursemate?! How the hell he wore a formal shirt in a weather like this and he definitely looks weird and it's Sunday! no way he's going out with this look?" I answered, yes. He is just that weird and he loves to tilt his head from right to left and left to right again, over and over again. That's why I noticed him. The guy who never stopped shaking his head. That's how the picture of him came into my mind until my friend whisper to me again like a ringing alarm out of the blue. See, he is looking at you again! I jerked my face. Urgh.

Everything went good and finally he's up after the class ended. Walking into my direction and say, HI! I was like, okay..I knew you will come over to greet me eventually or at last. Straightened my body and I greet him with my radiant smile. He started with the normal initiation of a conversation like, "Which course are you from?" Again, I answered with a calm voice and said, I'm from Educational Psychology. Surprisingly, he answered, "No wonder la, you looks like a very sensitive person!" Deep in my heart, I was like cursing up and down, left and right, which part of you had noticed that Im a sensitive person. Fine. I ended the conversation as fast as I could and quickened my steps towards the library.

Everything went good again until I met him again! IN THE LIBRARY. I say "hi" in a suprise tone because I really am SURPRISE! My finger pressed the lift button like n times, hoping it reached as soon as possible. "I need to go already, nice to meet ya!" Again, I ended the conversation. I forget almost everything while indulging myself in the sea of books after that. Picking up the right book and getting frustrated at the same time because it seems like I can't make a choice over thousands of good books over there. Sooner then, I decided to move to the next destination.

Fine, everything went good again until I reach the computer lab. Happily, I scrolled my mouse and clicked on facebook to do my daily stalker's job. Occasionally I tilt my head left and right to see whether there're people I know around the lab or not, just to make sure I won't bump into the embarassment of stalking on people's profile and yet they are just behind me, watching everything I did. As I glance here and there I saw him again! my goodness, he is sitting on the sofa! just in front of my desktop. CRAP. I hide my head behind the monitor, hoping that I can hide the entire me behind it.

After few minutes of hiding behind the monitor, I knew so well that he will come over. As predicted, he came towards the place I sat and obviously I just can't hide from him. He came over and started a conversation like again. ZZZ. "Busy with assignment yea, which state are you from? bla bla bla. His eyes never stopped scanning the moles on my face and the attire I wore. In my head, okay. I must stop this and so, I pretended to be so busy with the stuffs on the screen and Im so glad he noticed it. Finally, he decided to end the entire conversation and just before he left, he asked, "Your name is Andrea? right?"

I said, "YESS! ANDREA!"

Andrea is my name.

One-one-four

2011-11-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

One-one-four is my room number to be exact. I love the sight of every single corner of my room, though sometimes it appear to be a little bit messy.

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So, this is my small collection of my HappyMeal's toys! It's a happy and colourful corner there! HAHAHA. Tell me what's more worth than this! You get a small burger, french fries, free flow of coke and a toy for only RM6.30!

Whereby, this is the list I've written down just to remind myself how much works I had postponed until now. And it's a neverending list T_______T

This is the guitar note I've written down when I went to church last week. It's my long-abandoned passion and my a.k.a guitar teacher just happen to remind me that I owe him a song. LOL. Okay, in order to motivate this lazy student, a.k.a. me, he made a deal...if I manage to play a song for him within this year, he'll play a song for me (with violin) during my master convo. *blinking with teary eyes* I WANT THIS DEAL!

I've made a mini target for myself here. HAHA. My target is to finish as many books as I can while I'm studying my master here in UTM. Learn and adapt as much as I can while I still have the time to do so! LOL. And and this is my favorite corner among all!

Leaning on the books I borrowed. I juz can't wait to flip em'!

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So, this is a tiny peep into this room of mine.

Simple as that :)

A little of me

2011-11-16T19:09:00.001+08:00

Yea, a little bit of me here.

Okay! Miss-me-not!

Perkampungan Orang Asli Tanah Merah

2011-11-10T13:10:00.002+08:00

Extended my footsteps and I decided to take the extra mile, stepping into the life of others.

And so, this is a post with much emotional heartfelt from my trip for four days long in this great land, Tanah Merah.

It's a rainy day that accompanied us all along the way to Tanah Merah. The wooden cross and the little one with frizzy hair are one of the many reasons why I chose AFL205 for this journey. It gave much comfy and warm feeling. Hehehe.

When I was informed that the sunday service will be attended by 70+ people, I was like..... (How to lead the entire crowd to sing along with me. How to conduct the entire session with pure Malay. How to sing with this people whom I barely knew). Geeez...thank God, finally everything ended with God's sufficient grace and yea, it went good alas.

I must say, this little David is very cute and a very clingy one! He keep sticking around whenever I go, hold my hands when I least expect him to do so, hiding behind me, waiting for me to find him, always waiting for me to held him and wrap him in my arms. Awwwww....I guess I just love clingy kids! hehehe. And and the surprising thing is that, it took me few days long to realise that he is actually pastor's youngest son. No wonder, he haz such a beautiful name, David :D

Breakfast for the next morning! We have the greatest chefs in the kitchen!

This is the toilet la! I love bathing in the third partition from left! HAHA. We gotta walk for awhile from the church to this toilet and I still think it's good enough already.

Scattered sandals.

The kids with priceless innocence.

#1#2

My first visit to their houses and the distance from house to house are reachable by foots. Hehehe.The haz a really very simple lifestyle. They shared simple happiness with the things they have. They made use of the things they have for their daily usage and sometimes in a rather creative way!

Random red threads and clips

Random corner, and the little hut over there should be their toilet bah.

Wild dog and it barks suddenly, I jumped! ZZZ

Rambutan trees! still green in colour.

The narrow road and the kids keep on saying, beware of snakes! See, there's an UMNO sign there. LOL.Kakak Hon leads the kids! hahaha.they are very obedient kids....i love them much much! They respect the elderly one, they called us kakak and abang with sincere tone and and how much it differs from the urban kids nowadays. T____T

Forgotten which sport it is meant for already!

Duduk dalam bulatan ya, adik-adik. HAHA.

They are so guai.............

Random birthday surprise for the loveliest and cutest brother in our team! HAHAHA.

Imma one-day hairdresser! I must say this gotta be the most challenging task assigned for me! You have no idea how happy they are to have people cutting hair for them and though I possessed no experience in hair-cutting at all, and they don't mind it at all. They sat still on the chair and waited for the scissors to lay it's touch on their hair. After that, they happily left this place and say thank you, akak! *heart melts* her name is Shanti! another clingy little girl who loves to sing!

Tanah Merah's sunrise! too bad many trees there aaaah, cannot take a clear view of the sunset.
I had the shock of my life when this monkey let out a "shriek" all of a sudden! ZZZ. YOU, SI MONYET!!!!!!

Happy kids. :D

Enlighten the simple happiness in my heart. In fact, they enjoyed every moment they spent together, swinging around and laughing all the way long without the fear of falling down. I was watching intensely, worrying that they might hurt themselves if they fall. They didn't fall, instead they're climbing higher and higher up with much excitements. With that, somehow...I learnt that yes, sometimes you have to take some risks to enjoy the ultimate happiness.

Colourful clothes under the scorching sun.

Football! and they can sing sa mina mina eh eh, waka waka eh eh! LOL LOL.

Told ya, we got great chefs in the kitchen! we got meatballs for our lunch! YUM YUM!

For them! 50 families for this kampung!

Finally, this banner to end the entire post!

Walk the extra mile and walk in the light of God.

It's a priceless lesson I must say.

Switching Mode

2011-11-04T14:23:00.001+08:00

Packed everything.

No fancy dresses, no fake eyelashes, no heels, no sunscreen

No handphone, no calls, no messages, no internet

So, tomorrow Im heading to a rural kampung for 4 days 3 nights.

Check,check my heart.

Ya, God is in control of everything =)

Smell of rain

2011-10-31T14:24:00.001+08:00

It's the familiar smell of rain. I hide in the little corner in my room, watching the droplets of rain pouring outside my window. Many unorganized thoughts in my mind, dancing around the jumping notes that played along with the dub-dabbing heart beats. Pieces of memoirs keep patching up, of how music had once clicked my emotional button, of random people that draw a smile on my face, of messages left in my inbox, of worries that never stop haunting back, of silly things I've done and of never-ending wonders about the unseen future. October is coming to an end and it seems like November is waving furiously at me again after one year long. I do hope it's a good month ahead. *finger crossed*

Dexter's UNIMAS Convocation

2011-10-26T10:59:00.000+08:00

UNIMAS Convocation!

Guess what? It's my brother's convocation!

The mortar board is soaring high up in the sky again :D

Another try ;)

Take a look at me! hehehe.

Dang! no face expression punnnnn.

With the UNIMAS's new hall

It's a season to celebrate!

Of flowery-flowery

Of bunga-bunga

Surprise!

@ studio! changed dress dy lo! hahaha.

oh ya! i just cut my hair! hahaha.officially no curls already!

Last but not least, congratulations, bro!! ^_________^ And there goes my brief post yo!

Happy Deeeeepavali everyone!

Music Notes

2011-10-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

I'm an old fashioned girl who sticks to the same playlist all the time and repeat it over and over again until new songs came in and it will usually take months for me to change another entirely new playlist. LOL.

So, here it is, my favorite tracks for the time being. It is not an automatic player, you need to click on it, then you just can listen to it. Like it or not, you can choose not click if don want to listen. Click on it, if you want to listen. =)

What I did.

2011-10-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

It feels like yesterday that I've just reached UTM after a lengthy holiday. And heaven knows, now it's exactly one month half that I've been here. Time flies I guess. Look at the books I had on my shelves, crap. I was actually buying text books nao. =.= And I got plenty of library books here which I will ocaasionally flip it to spare the time. Little did you know, master students can actually borrow the library books for one month! yea, I thought of renewing the books until the final day of this semester. Hahaha. Nothing changes much here and I am still the same old me, except for the fact that I'm all alone this time. I haz to check the timetable, the classes, the assignments and everything all by myself. I've grown up *smacks my head*

People are curious that why am I still here? Okay, I guess it's about the time to spill the beans. I'm taking "educational psychology" for my master program. Note that: Im not doing hypnosis, I can't read your mind with just a mere glance *sweats*, I can't make you to do the things you don't want to with the knowledge I got and I can't read the secrets in your heart unless you tell me. Listen: I learnt about the basic human growth, the basic human needs, human relationships, different types of behavioral diorders, psychological testings which I can only perform if you let me to and etc. Basically, it's a deeper knowledge into exploring this complicated humanity thingy. And I'm learning how to teach people! an educator in short! HAHAHA. do you see the word "educational" for my course? Yea...Im a teacher soon-to-be. As if Im venturing into the teaching field in the future. LOL.we'll see then.

So, that's for the first semester. Of course, I'm looking forward for new things to explore from time to time. I passed by the counselling room and I heard very soothing music played all along the way, as if some sort of hypnotizing process is going on and I got thrilled! I thought I should have taken counselling instead of psychology. I push away the thought, whispering pass-pass... I can't afford to spend another one and half year for another master programme again. Hmmmm...and so, that's quite a brief elaboration of what I'm studying now. By the end of the semester, I think I will be able to explain to you, word by word of what I'm studying. Guess that's all for now. Have a nice day ahead, peeps!

She's a mix

2011-10-17T10:39:00.002+08:00

Random people: You are chinese?

I look into their eyes, nod my head, clear my throat and answer, "Yea. 100% pure chinese"

Random people: Oh! I should have knew then, Sarawak girls look different, yea yea...

Read me like a book

2011-10-12T10:39:00.001+08:00

You can read me like a book, chapter by chapter you'll discover I'm just as simple as
an ordinary person if you hit the right buttons.

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You might discover that I can be the most clumsy girl in this world.

You might discover that I'm a lazy brat who leaves everything until the very last minute.

You might discover that I have passions for certain things and they keep me alive with a heart of compassion.

You might discover that sometimes, I love staying in the crowd and sometimes, I just want to stay in my comfort zone without any interruptions from outside.

You might discover that I had bad habits that I kept to myself all this while.

You might discover that I'm actually vulnerable at times.

You might discover that the spells and charms I possessed can move people's heart if I wanted to.

You might discover that I'm sucha girl who remain to take the same old road though I knew there is another road leading to the same destination.

It takes time to read and if you just happen to scan through this book within a short time, I bet you knew nothing about me or perhaps a little about me. You might judge me with the cover of this book and yea, I don't mind. Sooner or later you'll read about the book reviews written by others and it's never too late for you to judge me after reading em'. Or perhaps you will sit down and take your time to read me and of course accepting the imperfections I have as a human being after this. :D

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Keep on reading and I promise you, it will be a book full of climax and suspense momento.

Written Notes

2011-10-05T23:05:00.001+08:00

My Written Notes

I took approximately one hour to find a nice angle for every picture above. LOL. I've chosen the best of all. Finally it's up! hehehe! My handphone inbox is 95% full again because of the convo season.

LOL,thank you all for the sincere greetings! and thanks for coming to my convocation. :D

Updates in words.

2011-10-03T10:05:00.001+08:00

1. Observing the way my flowers faded day by day, I guess nothing lasts forever. It happens so fast that I can do nothing to bring it back to the way it appears to be at the very first time I received it. I guess there are many things in life that goes beyond my control after all.

2. Long-lost headset appears out of nowhere in my room and from that day onwards, I'll have Lady Antebellum accompanying me all the way to my faculty, taking the "20" minutes journey and yea, I never get bored of listening to them.

3. Three more weeks to go...

4. The routine goes on and on and on. I spin round and round and round. Guess what, I'm not returning to the starting point, instead I'm heading to the ending point..it's just that the path is never a straight and smooth line.

5. It's a very dull and pointless post anyway. Thank you for reading! :D

Of nine laughters.

2011-10-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

Momentary moment

Once in a lifetime and it all ended in 4 hours time. Guess we just wished to pause the timeline and stay there forever...

We walked along the path these three years, together we faced all the challenges ahead and move forward with all the gathered courage and confidence. I miss all of you..

Sometimes, we wonder how did we actually survived from all the unexpected things that came along the line.

We had endless complaints, endless grumbles, endless arguments... Reflecting it back, it was like...wow...how ridiculous we must had been during that time.

Thanks for the company all these years. The NINES! I lurve ya all...and yes, it will be part of the memories that I will keep in my heart until forever. =')

Splendid Malacca

2011-09-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

Historical Malacca

Spent 2 days 1 night in Malacca with family and I guess it's precious and wonderful after all!

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Little Ixus is definitely my best travelling companion ever. Some of the snapshots taken by Ixus in Malacca.

Heart of Malacca city.

Colourful little things.

Postcards.

Reddish wall.

Golden sunlight

A-famosa wallMummy's graduation! LOL

Striking orange.

My graduation!

Nadeje Cake House

Beautiful sunset

Colour contrast

Painted bricks

Shophouses :)

Letters

Creepy road

Number 1 sampan

Handsome kid.

Random

This way!

Durian chendol

Windmill lurve

Bus tickets

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Splendid Malacca & Family Lurves.

Thank You

2011-09-27T08:54:00.001+08:00

Im touched =")

Can't find the right words to describe the mixed feeling I had.

Thanks for the wishes, gifts and concern during this convocation.

P.S: Hugs for all of you.

"20" minutes Journey

2011-09-21T02:44:00.002+08:00

Everyday, I walk along the same old road that leads me to the place I'm heading to. Nothing differs much as the days gone by, I passed the same old buildings and stepped on the same dried leaves that are spread all along the road. Everytime I passed a familiar tree, I got overwhelmed because I know I'm now another step closer to the place I'm heading to. People tend to stretch their heads to look at me as they drive through and as usual, I keep the calm on my face but inside, I just can't stop feeling annoyed over it. And yea, it's normal after all. Like how people tend to peep into the bus stop whenever there are people sitting or standing there. How people tend to have their eyes locked at the moving digital numbers in the lift instead of looking around because they feel awkward of having their eyes meeting others' in the small enclosed space. Aah,well... that's how human behave, in a rather unique way. LOL. Everyday, I'm looking forward for another piece of new knowledge in the place Im heading to and that's why I keep on walking without complaining how far it is. All along the old road, I can't help taking out my handphone to check on how long I've taken to finish this journey. Guess what, it will always be twenty minutes.

It had never been a lonely 20 minutes because I know, all the way my Savior leads me.

As you turn away

2011-09-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

This song touches my heart in many ways.

Gahhh.it's during midnight hours like this again and how can I sleep well tonight. *I love to imagine you know*

Meaningful lyrics and much of imaginary scenes in this song I guess.

It must be a rather emotional mixed feeling if one just decided to turn away from you.

Perhaps

2011-09-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

Perhaps there are times in life that you just gotta learn to stand up independently, where there are no more mountains to lay on, no more trees to run to and no more shoulders to cry on. But, surely I'll find my way out with the little faith I got and the little determination I hold on to. :D

P.S: My recent picture with a good friend of mine! heee.guess what? I've not grown fat "yet"

Happy kid!

2011-09-12T11:09:00.001+08:00

Imma happy kid with Happy Meal!! Definitely *smurf* youuuu!

My loveliest motivation. Im gonna slim down just before the 25th September for my convo!

Ush ush! Angkat berat!!!!!

Permit.

2011-09-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

Guess what.

This is so far the prettiest photo I've taken for an identity card like this. HAHAHA.

Left

2011-09-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

And so, I left part of my heart in Kuching. HAHAHA.

The lonely blackie. Homeless like that.

Combination of old & new

Slurrrrp. this is heavenly nice.

Yes.in the middle of the heart of Kuching

Uniquely Sarawak.

Quality time like this :D

In between red & ah ma (me)

Yesterday

Imma ice-cream lover. It never fail to cheer me up.

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Ah well, Im in JB now.

Stop asking why am I here. Im way too anti-social to answer this. ==

That's all for now. Bye peeps!

Hello September!

2011-09-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hello September!

A new beginning, another chapter of life that I am not sure I will be anticipating for it or not.

Guess it's a bold move that I've decided to take and so, I will have to step forward with my head lifted up, along with all the accumulated confidence and courage.

It's about the time to step out of the comfort zone again.

Topicless

2011-08-29T13:17:00.004+08:00

Wookay, little updates for the time being.

Vain picture of mine. just in case you wanted to see me again. *wink wink*

Manual reminder, drawn by my little brother. LOL.cute like usual again.

Ice-cream cake from LOF bakery. Seriously, I love everything about ice-cream!

I love the smell of new books. XD

Colours of sky. Beyond words. (no editing eh)

Caught smiling! heeee.

Beautiful sunrise! Taken from the reflection of the car's rear mirror. I was like..wow....it blends so well with the vehicles on road.

The old mailbox.

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I guess that's all for now.

Have a enjoyable festive holiday ahead!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Ridiculous belief

2011-08-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

There was once, I used to believe the mild white line that appeared on my nails bring significant meanings in it. I couldn't agree more that it's a ridiculous belief but I just thought that it's worth a share here in my bloggie tonight. HAHAHA.oh ya, its one of my childhood beliefs.

First belief:

You're not healthy enough, that's why the line appeared on the nail, something like a remark for you indicating that you need to take good care of your health recently.

Second belief:

You got admirer! The more you got, the more admirers you got. =.=

Anyway, those mild short whitey lines appeared on your nail before? or it's just me? LOL.

Love Swing (cont'd)

2011-08-19T20:28:00.005+08:00

An album which I had been dragging for this long, and just decided to post it up today.

These are photos taken few months back in UTM ;)

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- Soul mates-

Laughter can be infectious at times.

She's like a detective! hahaha

Attached footsteps.

Eye and eye

.love swing.

.love swing #2.

Hands in hands.

Beautiful tree! love love love!

Stop and stare at my Ixus.

Of colour contrast =)

Green & Blue

Of big tree.

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Ending the post with my favorite quote and for me, it's the best quote to define soulmate :D

Your beloved and your friends were once strangers. Somehow at a particular time, they came from the distance toward your life. Their arrival seemed so accidental and contingent. Now your life is unimaginable without them.Similarly, your identity and vision are composed of a certain constellation of ideas and feelings that surfaced from the depths of the distance within you. To lose these now would be to lose yourself.
[ John O'Donohue (Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom) ]

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Pictures for thoughts.

2011-08-18T09:37:00.002+08:00

Shot #1

Shot # 2

Shot #3

Shot #4

Shot #5

Shot #6

Shot #7

Shot #8

Random pictures for random thoughts. Thursday is another beautiful day. ;)

Story of tom

2011-08-14T20:17:00.006+08:00

I named him Tom.

Tom kept his eyes locked on me at the very first time he met my eyes. As usual, I kept the calm in my heart staring back with a cold glance. Somehow I don't know whether he would take this response as ignorance stare or simply flirtatious stare. Sooner after half a year, we became rather attached friends. Probably because the only person I can cling on in that place is him only. We clicked immediately after several conversations and it's rather hard for me to click well with a new friend but he's different. I remember how he would arrived in the office much more earlier than any of the staffs (except for the one who got the key of course). The moment I stepped into workplace, I will steal a glance, peeping in to see whether he had arrived or not. As usual he would lean his head on his resting arm on the desk. I was considered as the third one arriving in the office, almost as early as he is and I would expect a companion to talk with every morning like that. And faithfully, every morning he will walk to my workplace and sat beside me, having early conversations like that until the rest of the colleagues arrived. Now that I tried to recall what we actually talked about...no..I can't remember any of it.

When the clock ticked 12.30pm, my turn to walk faithfully to his seat and asked whether he would want to have a lunch with me. Most of the time it's only two of us having lunch together. Naturally, I did not think much about that as long as I have a companion with me for lunch, Im definitely okay with it. When I think back again now, I wonder how much courage I must had that time.LOL.. I mean it's like one to one only and some more Im a girl, he is a boy. T____T I was young back then. how innocent I am!! HAHAHA. This continues until there are more and more new colleagues coming to join us for lunch after that. Shortly after that, I ended my job there but occasionally I still meet him in somewhere else. I remembered how I ended up, talking with him only in a rather huge gathering or perhaps Im trying to avoid the awkwardness of chatting with the people I don't really know and I might as well just stick around him. Again, I can hardly remember what we chatted about. I mean the conversation with him never bring a significant things and most of it were crappy talks. LOL.

Not until this recent, I received a phone call from him. I was like totally forgotten how close we had been before, neither did both of us remember I guess. It seems like the pieces of memories came in one by one, as I slowly recall everything and I was totally wow! we were so close before and yet I can forget about it totally! He's a sweet talker like before and I never fail in replying any of his sweet talk like before again. We ended up laughing over it, and I had always have a way in keeping this border between us clean and pure like snow. Occasionally when we chatted, he will reveal part of me that was rather personal (like how much I love to eat which is rather personal ok. , like where my bf studied..and what, he still remembered =.= two years ago eh. ). I will be stunned for at least 3 seconds and I actually wonder how could he remember everything. He could have 10 GB brain storage. LOL.

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People changed I guess. I somehow sense that he's not the same person I once knew after some critical observations until this very day. I believe how much surrounding can influence one's behavior and attitude. Or is it the part of him that I had never came to explore about cause he had always been quite conservative over his personal things and so do his heart. Part of me had always be prowling to seek for the truth and pushing away the bad thoughts about him and that he's not that bad after all. Sigh.

Truly, I can say I cherish this friend of mine. I can say how much we differ from each other, in terms of mindset, in terms of the circle of friends we both had and in terms of the family backgrounds we had and everything. Somehow, we clicked that well.

I guess I can only say God had always been so mysterious in putting different types of friend around me. Secretly shaping the part of me which is revealed in a totally different person from who I am. Someday. I will come to understand the value of this friendship. Someday will come. =)

Lingering on.

2011-08-11T20:45:00.004+08:00

Tagged under lovey dovey mood.

" Love is like an onion,

You taste it with delight,

But when it's gone you wonder

Whatever made you bite "

- I, Issac take thee Rebekah [ Ravi Zacharias ] -

Life Scribbles

2011-08-10T00:46:00.005+08:00

Scribbling the wall of life with my hands. Guess what? It's a wall full of handwriting, displaying different types of emotions at different period of time. It's not that happening [L.I.F.E], yet it is more like riding a roller coaster, which brings me from a fearless state to a totally uncontrollable state. All I do, is to hold on tight to the belt that kept me safe from being thrown out of my seat, screaming with all my heart when my instinct tells me, it isn't right anymore and at last, landing safely and give a big hug to the one who is waiting faithfully for me. :D That's how I encounter my life happenings recently, and yes..there is always someone right there waiting faithfully in the end.

Pictures of life scribbles for the time being =)

Thundering evening. Can you see the beauty of the sky in just a split of second? The gloomy dark cloud moving slowly, conquering the sky with its mighty darkness and pouring down its merciless rain. Taken at Playground's kitchen. I love observing the sky from this corner! It's perfectly framed.

Salty fried prawn with eggs! The biggest prawn I ever had,my dear! It's very very fulfilling and you know how good it is when it is fried with own house's kuali lagik! I remember eating this right before rushing to watch Harry Potter! Late for half an hour because of this prawn!

A shortly one month long is enough for me to be exposed to what they called, 'alcohol temptation'. Photo taken few months back during my visit to Hardrock Bali. I remember scratching my head and looking around as I scanned through the price on the menu. HAHAHA. How expensive it costs for a jug of Heineken.

However, the bitterness in drinks is something that I could not accept until this very day. Drinking it feels like swallowing the entire bitter gourd into my poor stomach. I know how awful I had described it. Don't worry. It only applies to me. Sigh I guess Im just not into any types of alcoholic drinks.

The messy desk of mine after quitting my job in Playground. Im currently a partime QS again. Guess what? these whole QS thingy is completely new for me. ( As if I am not a graduated QS yet) Sigh...

And speaking of OT, now I know how it feels to work overtime for an incomplete job and that you wouldn't even mind of taking extra hours to finish it. Going for the extra lengths and you'll gain it back in abundance in the end. That's what I keep in mind, now and always...success does not come in handy. It needs lotsa hard works and efforts.

It's just a date, marking the day I had been born into this world. X)

Good friends are rare but I am definitely blessed with good friends all around me in my needy time. A very fulfilling supper after a tiring day and what a COINCIDENCE. An unexpected surprise came in when we are happily enjoying our supper. I utter like "eh,eh" for twice, can't stop laughing after that.

Numbers. Jersey. IVCC. Chapters of goodbye.

Last picture for the day. That would be the picture with our dear chef @ playground.

If you want me to pour out every heartfelt about the working life in Playground, it will be a very lengthy post of course. And to sums up, it's more to an exposure to the other part of world that had never crossed my mind. How much a surrounding and environment can change one's behavior and attitude at the same time. How dangerous it is for not being able to pull back your wild thoughts and tilt it back to the correct path when the situation allows. How much wisdom we needed everyday to communicate with the people around us. How much it hurts when people insult or look down on us, and all we can do is to suck back everything and return with a smile.

I guess that's how life spells. Never an easy path indeed. And I guess that's how the Grand Weaver mold us to become a stronger one and a also bulletproof woman in future. HAHAHA. OK. that's my life scribbles for the time being. OFF TO SLEEP!

Monday Blue

2011-08-08T08:55:00.002+08:00

I DONNO WHAT TO UPDATE.

Life goes on.....how am I suppose to summarize everything in words.

Oh~~~life goes on. Im waiting for the right timing and the right mood to update the things I've gone through. [someday]

My face is totally blueish today because it is MONDAY!!

Random piece

2011-07-21T00:16:00.004+08:00

Jeng jeng! It's 3.07am by now.

What crossed my mind?

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Unpredictable future

Unspeakable opinions

Indecisive decisions

Uncontrollable addictions

Unstoppable cravings

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Eng eng, when I finished writing this post, it is at about 3.17 am.

AND I am not asleep yet. Complete silence now. I guess I should just shut off my mind and off to bed. Night peeps.

Moving on

2011-07-18T12:55:00.009+08:00

Life goes on as we move forward.

Imma looking forward for new things to explore and new environment to grow up inwardly.

It's not a routine of life Im looking forward, it's a patch of life experiences that Im chasing after. It had always been the hardest to step out of the comfort zone. Though we do not wish to do so, we still have to.

Oh.....let's move it move it..

Oh...how life is getting more and more complicated as we grow up.

Oh..how random this is and

OHHHH....how bad it feels to retype the entire post all over again because I forgot to save it.

Playground

2011-07-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

Am curious of what Im doing?

Hereby, I'll upload photos of the place I spent for almost every week T.T *though it had been two weeks only*

My favorite Ferris wheel! Heee.it lights up the dark corner at the bar there.

Nice kan?! Creative kan?!

It's a jersey!

SO, the interior looks like this. I walked for countless time already. no feel already.

And then this is the outside lo. No feel also, because I have to carry this everyday. swt....

Kitchen! Glasses.

I must say, kitchen is my favorite place because I can curi makan almost all the time. heeeeeee.

Okay lah. I guess that's all from me now. Gonna update soon. Probably will be the next Wednesday again because it's my off day! Heeee.

Golden old days

2011-07-11T12:39:00.004+08:00

I miss the golden old days,

Glimpse of memories that flashed in my mind every now and then, reminded by the songs we sang together, the food we used to order, reminded by the lame jokes we used to crack, reminded by the silly gossips we used to whisper silently and reminded by the pictures we had taken together.

That's what we call nostalgic. We reminisced and we laughed over the silly deeds we once did before.

*****

Eeeeee.I think I miss UTM.

Big-heart Daddy

2011-07-07T01:43:00.002+08:00

My daddy's birthday!

There goes a little celebration for my big heart daddy!

Scanning through the food he can eat. He got a restricted diet from now onwards. So, more vege ok! no more meat and those oily foods yar!

Haha.she's one of the decision makers in my home! OK.order this la!

My big brother. " when lah the food will come? "

The foods are delicious! thumbs up up!

Happy birthday,papa! We sang the birthday song aloud because there's no one at all at the first floor of the restaurant!

A very tiny birthday cake, bought by my stingy sister. hahahaha.
Picture with daddy!

Actually I got a family who loves to take picture so so much.

Siblings!

We've grown old up, papa. HEHEHE. Blessed 53rd birthday.

I lurve you all <3

Oh my feet.

2011-07-06T01:52:00.004+08:00

Oh my feet! I had never felt this way before.....awwwww.how good it feels to sit down without having my legs to support my weight..................HAHAHAHA. OK.Im now working real hard to earn a living, faking a smile to the people I don't even like, doing the things I will never do at home (which is good ) and trying to adapt with the new surrounding. Seriously, I missed the days of doing nothing at all, once in awhile go out and yum cha yum cha like that. Life's good of course. I missed the days of holding my little Ixus and taking a random shot whenever and wherever I like. Sometimes when life's too good, I tend to take things for granted. Now, I baru realise how precious time is! How precious money is! How good it feels to be able to update my blog again!

Oh ya....I've a song lingering in my head now. Heeee.it's a song from Ne-yo - One in a million! The chorus got a very sweet lyric and it says,

"Baby, you're so one in a million,

You are,

Baby, you're the best I ever had"

And I just happen to see in youtube, it's been out since September 2010. LOL. Found this version of video, merely the song with lyrics only. Heeee.enjoy!

Draft

2011-06-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

I write out of inspirations. out of emotionals feelings. out of randomness. and sometimes out of the disagreement over things. Guess what? Today Im not gonna categorize any of it and just a mere thought that I thought writing is worth to express it more than talking about it.

1. Lifeless like that staying at home without doing anything. Heeee.it will be different from tomorrow onwards.

2. Most of the decisions made, Im unable to differentiate whether it is wrong or right at this stage. The One I depend on, gaaaah.... I will be clinging on it!

3. I'm not the person you want to mess up with. Do not cross the line. Watch your words.

4. When I had set a target, I will make sure no matter how hard it's gonna be....gaaahhh...... I will make it through.

5. You never know how much I hate thinking or what they say berpandangan jauh. Think deeply, think about the consequences of this thing and that thing. Aha. I know learn a little bit on that through reading. Stretch your mind. I mean a little bit only.

6. I grow a lot of pimples recently. And I've become darker than before too. OK.it's normal if you can't recognise me.

OK. that's all for now. Little updates from I.

Water

2011-06-25T16:13:00.004+08:00

Droplets of water.

How good if it rains now. Soooo hot.....urgh.

Life as Santa Claus

2011-06-21T16:18:00.004+08:00

Someone humorously quipped that life consists of four stages.

" In the first stage, we believe in Santa Claus.

At the second stage, we no longer believe in Santa Claus.

The third stage is when we find out that we are Santa Claus.

The forth and final stage has arrived when we look like Santa Claus"

-Adapted from Recapture Wonders, Ravi Zacharias-

Bali Trip

2011-06-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Dear all, Im back~~~~ heeeee. Sorry for the temporary absence and hella Im back with new perspective again. LOL LOL...

My pictures might not fully reflect how beautiful this place is, but I myself can hardly forget how wonderful the touch of God's artistic hands on the beaches, the cliffs, the volcano, the building's architecture and etc. Aha. you should come for a visit and experience it by yourself, baru you can understand.

Here we go with a long long post of mine because Im lazy to separate this post into part 1 and part 2, so....the rest...I'll upload it to facebook one day. HAHAHA. We'll start from the very beginning. Due to the limited battery sustainability, I don't have much photos coz almost everyday the battery became flat when it comes to evening time. =.=

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Pak Sumata, our tourist guide. By the time we reached the arriving hall, there're lotsa people holding papers like this to fetch their clients.....HAHAHA. Mountain people mountain see and finally we saw him! heeee.

Here he is!

Most of the doors or the entrance in Bali are shaped like the picture above. And this is the entrance to the Tanah Lot whereby we hoped to see the sunset, but then the cloud turn up to cover everything including the orangy yolk. T_____T

This is the view from up up up there whereby you can see many many tourists trying to squeeze a place to take a nice shot there. It was like, for the first time I macam sakai....staring at the splashing water and the furious waves hitting the rocks with my amazed heart.

See..it's like in the movie kan? The pagoda that seems like unreachable. lol....

Sorry for the sudden shift to the next morning, the dear blogger likes shortcuts alot. Ok.this is the spidey I saw,early in the morning before we proceed with the programmes of the day. Do you see the spider web as well? heee.

At the silver shop whereby they show how they produced silver-made accessories.

A place with Genting-like weather....the wind is so cold and the view is extremely nice. The name for this place is Bataur Volcano whereby the last time it erupted is on the year of 1963.

Say cheese.........everyone is shivering in cold actually.

You can enjoy the entire view of the volcanoes and the lake from this restaurant.And I found this lady with the colourful clothes on the top of her head.

Jimbaran Sunset.

Couple shot. LOL.don't paiseh lehhh.....

Hee.....she always know how to pose with my little Ixus.

For the romantica candle-light dinner, cheeerssss! Got lemon lagik. hahaha.

Lai-lai-lai...who wants to eat seafood? It's not up to my expectation...too bad the surrounding doesn't suit the foods. =.=

Oh yesss.this is my hotel room number! heeee.107! my lucky number. guess what? it's my ex-hostel room number too.

Turtle Island.

Aha! Now you see turtle! I've been dreaming to see one long long time ago and now I see them!

You can actually angkat it and take a picture with it~~~~oh..happy-nyaa them.

It's like a mini zoo here and everyone can enter the cage and take a picture with the animals by holding them.

andrina, spotted playing kite. HAHAHA. Ripley's believe it or not?

Camwhoring with the sunglass and too bad the photographer is not in! Hnggggg.

The same little girl who appears in my fb profile picture. Cubit-cubit! She got a very addictive smile =)

Pedugul. Famous for this temple on the lake. Hehehe.posing with nono again.

Superb live band. And I can't help praising them even until now.

Jacuzzi session. It's our last day in Bali.

Uluwatu. I like the colour of my sarong. Heeeee.

Breathtaking view. Everyone utters "wow' under their breath when they saw this.

One word to describe the monkeys here. - AGGRESSIVE-

Saw a couple taking their wedding photos here! You have no idea how tall this rock is. Simply by looking at them, I know how much it cost for a lifetime's wedding photoshoot.

This is the Padang-padang Beach pulak. Bali is kinda creative in giving names to the place of interests. Many ang mo hereeeee.

The muscular guy baru balik from surfing.

LOL. Ignore the ang mo there. Spoil the romantic feel that I intend to bring it out in this picture.

Almost sunset and there is a guy sitting on the rock up there. Donno how he can climb til this high hoh.

Nono, my favorite model. LOL...can you see that she's smiling? heeee.

Two little girls under the sun.

Foodie-goodie around Bali

Random shots.

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Guess that's all for now.

For more photos, you can stalk my facebook profile everyday. HAHAHA. just in case I'm in the right mood to upload everything. Heeeee.

Oh yaaaaaa. I Lurveeeee Bali!!

Tara Tara Tara!

2011-06-07T10:19:00.010+08:00

A late update from the previous holiday. HEHEHE.

The title for today states " Tara Tara Tara", it actually means something like Yam Seng and I learn this word from nono while having our lunch together at her kampung.

And so, I visited Kampung Taee last week for this Gawai visitation and much of surprises everytime I visited. I'll have pictures to elaborate the rest of the details. XD

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Heading to the Gawai Parade

The dried plants macam cropped inside isn't it? LOL.

OK.we need an umbrella coz it's very hot nie.

This guy! Wah piang..I almost get heart attack because of his sudden scream. =.= Anyway, the villagers are dressed in their traditional costume while walking in this parade and this is one of them. And I had another shot of this guy while walking too. HAHAHA.

See...he looks cool somehow.

This is one of the unique costume I saw that day. LOL...see..it's the skin of a musang or squirrel? not sure eh. Got tails lagik....it did caught my attention everytime he passed by.

This is the hat or....? I donno how to name it, so I name it a hat ok? HAHAHA. I remember wearing this while performing for my kinder's graduation ceremony. What a memory...

Guess what she is doing?

AHa! Finally manage to take a shot of the villagers. Sorry hah, their face expressions are like...errr..."don't take my picture please". But this is the only picture I got to show you roughly the picture of the entire parade is about.

Whereas this is the little lorry where some of the villagers will play the traditional music all along the parade and it's much like the rest of the parade like that lo, but then the decoration for this lorry is very special and traditional-traditional like that. Manage to take this picture when the lorry stopped for awhile! heee.

And this is the generous guy who keep on pouring tuak for the passer-by.

Some of the houses offer tuak and softdrinks all along the way. And everyone can have a sip on it. Hehehe.this is the little girl who loves to take picture! heeee.she's beautiful for her age.

This is her sister! HEHEHE. She got make up! hehehe.look at her eyelashes@@ longer than mine!

But this is not her brother. This is the little kid I saw sitting on the lorry just now. SO cutee lah him! He got a very innocent look!

It's like our open house like that. See....just that the snacks they offered are slightly different from ours. Most of all, they are friendly. ^^

Spotted nono using DSLR! Awwwww...envy-nyerrrrr.

That's gonna sum up the entire Gawai Parade!

Very hot, but then it's very interesting to see how they celebrated their Gawai and how much it differs from ours.

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Okay lah. Its almost the end of my post finally!

Showing you the companions for the day.

the IVCC-ians!

No need to elaborate hoh...you know who they are. HAHAHA.

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The parade finally ended and we're all heading to the river....

It brings a very warm feeling when I reached here. ^______^

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Okay lah. I think Im gonna end my post here.

It's not my first time here but everytime I came, I wished to stay longer.

And we always choose the right time to go back. It's sunset again. HEHEHE.

Lovey Dovey

2011-06-05T00:23:00.007+08:00

Its just a date. Every year seems to be the same. When the clock strikes 12am, we'll greet each other with the same greeting. We write almost the same thing to each other and every year it seems like the content is getting shorter and shorter. Probably we both knew that the content will not differ much from last year's. We never celebrated this exact day together because we are miles apart everytime when it comes to this day. Never did we exchange gifts too, probably because the culture goes like this from the very beginning and it goes on until now. We spent most of our days on internet and phones. Sometimes I wonder when will it all come to a halt and I can just call him here whenever I wanted to but the fact is that I can't.

Sometimes I wonder why must this sea or land set us apart for this long. I always believe that there is a gracious reason behind everything that happens in my life and so do this one. Its a ridiculous thought when you start to think of how everything starts in the first place. Of how I actually met this guy and every little things that fall into place. And how he actually mold the independent I today *not that independent anyway.LOL. I keep the records of all the tears and joys of this relationship in my heart and sometimes flip it just to see how far we've gone to. Much of reflections and laughers when I think back.

I am definitely not good at what a girl is capable of doing, cooking, baking, being gentle by not shouting all the time, cleaning, saving, caring and everything. I just do my part and for what he seems to accept for a woman macam I is another mystery I cannot seems to solve again. HAHAHA. For the big heart that he had, I am speechless sometimes. For the years went by, thank God we made it through. In the years to come, I guess nobody knows and what is written on God's palm will be the answer for it. It's another fifth of June today. How many more we'll be celebrating again? Only the attached hearts do. And I hope it will always be.

P.S: Happy Forth Anniversary for the Lovey Dovey <3

Attached Hearts.

2011-06-03T15:44:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be a dating post. Like it or not, Im gonna post it anyway.

It's very rare for me to tag a post under lovey dovey because I barely see my lovey dovey too. HAHAHA. It's my pleasure to edit these photos and write it from my heart. It's not so-me to write something utterly sweet. So, it's gonna be plain-plain like that and with some photos for the add-ons. OK.the date goes like this...

Our brunch. Planned to eat this around 9 something, but then ended up eating it at 11 something. Guess what? It's too early for us. =.=

I always like the road heading to Damai. It's always shady-shady like that. The trees are beautiful some more.

It's a dragonfly! I keep on chasing it just to take this picture! I keep on whispering to it, " stay still, stay right where you are" And finally with much perseverance, I manage to capture this dragonfly lah! heeee.

LOL..saw this at the main entrance there. NO NUDITY please.

S stands for a person I heart. HAHAHA.who's that? And this reminds me of her.

It's very very hot when we reached there because it's around 3 something that time. Look at the deep blue ocean....it's sparkling again.

I have a boyfriend with tender heart. HAHAHA. He's there to prepare everything while I am busy capturing all the beautiful scenery around. Even the bread is not prepared by I. I come empty handed. XD

I camwhore with the rock despite the hot sunny sun shining on the top of my head.

Found this! They are very tiny. I can barely see them until I took a closer look on the surface of the rock. They can move eh.

Drawn this on the sand, because Im very hungry at that very moment. Hoping pui kia will walk here and see this but few people stepped on it right after I left this place. Can't even see the words anymore =.= apalah.spoil my wonderful plan. zzz.

I got bread to eat though my plan failed.

Not to scare you with the huge picture. I just resized it to a smaller picture. Just in case u wanted to see both of us. Nahhhh. this is us! heeeee.

I can tell you, I can be the world most annoying audience for magic show like this. I won't tell you the exact card I chose and you'll be doubting about your skill instead.

Somehow, Im still figuring out how to make all this magical things. Illusion oh illusion. don't you try to cheat me with your wicked tactic. HAHAHA. OK. i get defeated alas and am amazed by it.

The sun is growing to be more gentle as the time passed by. There goes the pui kia to the swim. Uh-huh..im not joining. Im staying ashore to take the sweet time by my own. Taking pictures around and enjoying the relaxing warm breeze.

Beautiful pattern.

Sunset at last. The moment Im waiting to capture. Finally! It's a moment at one time and these two little girls just appear right in front of my Ixus when I took it. HEHEHE. I like I like. The way their hair flew along with the direction of the wind.

Story 1 ( Father & Son )

Story 2 ( Mother & Son )

Story 3 ( Family )

LOL..Actually I've been observing them for quite a time. The first picture caught my eye because it's a fatherly love that I saw. I love the way his father hold him tight in his arms and admiring the beauty of the sunset together.

Shortly after that, I saw the mommy carrying another son into the picture. At last, they are altogether strolling by the beach. HEHEHE.awwwwh. If I meet them again, I shall pass these photos to them. LOL.if only I recognise their face.

At last, pui kia is finally up!

And so, he's looking at the baby chair.

Jom Jom...Balik rumah..........

There goes our simple date.

*****

Attached hearts. And it will always be though you are far apart.

My deary hometown

2011-06-03T01:11:00.004+08:00

Never really had the chance to write a proper post until then. Few days back had been really packed because Im rushing to get my passport done and everything, everything seems to so "running out of time" and I can't even write with a proper English now. It's so gonna be a rojak post with my rojak English.HAHAHA.

Life is definitely good here. provided with boyfriend around but now he's leaving again. provided with family around but they gonna work again. provided with friends around and they are the best for now coz they are available for chatting and lepak-lepak all the time.

Ain't gonna talk about work because Im gonna talk about this for the rest of my life. I can actually predict that this blog is gonna be super dull when it all comes to working life and you are not going to read my blog anymore.

Btw, my deary hometown is warm like usual again. The only place that I am confident of where to take you to without a doubt. HEHEHE. And that's the only place that I will feel paiseh when I want to take pictures because out of nowhere, you'll see friends around. Hehehehe.

Ok. I think that's all for now. It's a short update from I to you. And I have many pictures stored in my memory card still. After all this blog won't be that dull for now. Will update soon ^^

Tara tara taraaaa...happy Gawai everyone!

Terengganu

2011-05-30T19:56:00.003+08:00

Peeps.Im back to the place I belong to once again...After travelling for miles, awh...the smell of Kuching is still the best among all. Ngehehehe.

Anyway, I'll have a post about the place I went to before heading back to my hometown, which is Terengganu. ^^

There's a description printed on the back of a bus while we're driving in Terengganu.

It says, " Terengganu, a place where nature embraces heritage"

After a few days stay, I secretly agree with this statement...

It's a place where mosque is beautifully constructed. Look at the reflection of the structure on the surface of the lake. And and the lake is shimmering like diamond sparkle when the sun shines on it.

This is another mosque and it is called crystal mosque! And I can see the smile on her face while talking on the phone. Ngehehehe.sweet-nyerrr.

Beautiful sun-ray with the complexion of the mosque's architecture. I like the colour of the sun at this time. It's golden!

It looks like a Longhouse though. I must admit that this is so kampung-feel. HAHAHA.

Somehow this wooden house looks rather special with the coloured windows on top.

Stumbled upon tiny flowers again and there are lotsa lotsa them. I have no idea why my Ixus is silly and noob in taking macro shots. *can I have a macro lens from dslr?* mmmmmmm.....

Romantica duo boats in the middle of the river. See...it's so nelayan style! But hoh, no nelayan inside.

Footprints on the sand.

Random pieces of dried leaves. I remember vividly how bad the dustbin smells when I took this picture. I resisted the smell and adjusted my Aloha slipper until it appears to be pleasing in my Ixus's lens. HAHA. Right after this, I stepped backwards and joined the gang for the admiration of Tasik Kenyir's view.

See..this is Tasik Kenyir! It's the biggest man-made lake in Malaysia! Look at the colour contrast in this picture. Beautiful beyond words huh..

I found this again. Sorry hah.this type of flowers always caught my attention unintentionally.

Waterfall. Of splashing water and slippery rocks.

Unique tree in the middle of the lake. HAHAHA.no leaves and no branches.

Nono & I

Waiting for the sunset. Love the colours of the sky.

Love in between.

Sunset! it's very orangy! Look at the reflection of the orange light on the ocean. There's a bird flying tim!

Spiky oh spiky.

Had our breakfast here. It somehow looks like Kuching's street.

This museum is extremely huge. so Terrenganu-ish....hehehe.

One of the design in the malay house. Part of the outdoor museum. XD

Aloha slippers appear again accompanied by the shadows.

The roof of the train that we sat to tour around the museum. It's beautiful because there are fallen leaves on the roof of the train. And when we lift up our head, this is exactly the view we saw.

Side mirror of the train! And look at the trees. How greeny it is.....

State Library. nono's in action.

Pantai Merang^^ and it looks much alike our Damai Resort.

A love shape leave clinged on the branch of the tree! I put one. HAHAHA.Lovely isn't it?

A closer look of this leave. The texture on this leave is simply nice.

*****

The following pictures will be of people I stay with these few days in Terengganu.

- nono -

- tze siew -

- emo calub -

- sze xian -

- siew ying -

- ana -

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Phew...tired of seeing photos huh. It's four days long and that will explain why I got so much photos in my laptop now. HEHEHE. Anyway, this is most relaxing trip I ever had. ^______*

For the hospitality of our tour guide,

I'll have a photo specially for the tour guide.

A wild flower. HAHAHA.

OK. thanks for scrolling down. The holiday starts from now onwards. oh yay!

Say hello to mr. turtle

2011-05-23T23:36:00.005+08:00

Hello, Im currently staying in the land of turtle, buy me if you want me.

*big wet eyes*

.Effort.Sweats.Fruitful.

2011-05-19T13:50:00.005+08:00

Of the hard works and efforts I had poured, finally four books are published.

Of the little details in this book. I can't help smiling over the final product.

Ngeeee. Even while editing these photos, I can't help feeling ngeeeee over it.

ANDRINA TIAN LEE NA is carved on the hardcover. Admiring the golden printed letters, I smiled with ngeeee again.

Crap. I checked on the binding of every book I've taken. Every book appears to be distorted in different parts. And this one...see.....got lubang!! ZZZ.don't ever go to the shop with a flower name.

I flipped on it and I smell glue... I stared at it and wonder how can I possibly produce so many pages.

It's rather heart-wrenching when you got the receipt and look at how much it cost to print everything out but the happy thing is that everything is all done!

The spectrum that I picit and picit my brain juice until it finally become like this. Ngeeee. I think the dinosaur got a super brain that can think of so many weird weird thing like this.

Dedication section where I love the most. The part where I can freely edit everything without following the thesis format and this is where all the inspirations flow non-stop. Still remember vividly how I typed everything in 15 minutes time and when I look back, I am totally amazed by how I extract each of the sentence from the familiar lyrics I love. Ngeeeee.

****

Of efforts, sweats and until a fruitful result.

Of the worries, sleepless nights and until the finale.

Photographs.

2011-05-17T17:01:00.002+08:00

Dear blogger has no mood to write a lengthy post because of this throbbing tooth pain.

Let the photos below talk to you lah ya. I can't talk much, tooth pain >.<

It's a purple flower! Love, love, love!

Of joy and laughters.

Surprise!

Campfire! Fire burning with passion

Beautiful cloud & sunlight.

Sunrise and people.

Relaxing ah pek. lol.

Lovely duo.

Car mirror.

Greeny paddy field

****

I hate toothache. Hate hate hate.

Packing my emotions.

2011-05-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

I had always hate the word packing. Because everytime I did, it simply means I am leaving a particular place. Today gonna be my last day staying in this comfy room of mine, much of emotional feelings strike when I pack my belongings into the luggage. Everytime I look at them, I stopped for awhile and I can't help feeling emotional over it. The little things that I had brought in since my first year and accompanied me for few years long already, how I wish I have a luggage with 50 KG to store everything back to my hometown.

I keep on postponing to pack everything. I keep on pushing the thought that I will leave this room and never gonna come back again. I open my facebook and read some updates from my friends and I got terribly down again. I knew I had been trying so hard to avoid their eyes when they are leaving because I know, I will always remember the look in their eyes. Now I know, the separation is simply unbearable when you actually had leave them and when the memories keep on coming back to haunt you.

Crap. I'm emo like again.

Graduation. Graduating from this little room of mine. Graduating from the coursemates I had been staying with. Graduating from everything from UTM. Definitely I will miss everything here. I have to admit that UTM is the smartest choice I had chosen. No regrets.

Random Thoughts.

2011-05-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

Dear all. random thoughts in this warm room^^

1. I keep on looking up to the sky, wondering when the rain will pour heavily on this dry land. Hng. few weeks ago, I keep on cursing the sudden rain that ruined my laundry day but now I desperately hope that the rain would pour its merciful raindrops on this dry ground.

2. Well, forgot to tell you all, yesterday is officially my final exam in this degree life and I got no emotional feeling at all, aih..don't ask me why, I simply feel nothing at all. =.= don't even feel separation is something that is unbearable anymore. The feeling of separation is completely unbearable last year at this time, but not now. How could this possibly be......... This is a FBI case that even I myself also can't solve this misery.LOL.

3. I went over, trying to guess and read the mind of hundreds in this small compound. Some have rather interesting mind, some have really complicated mind, some have really simple mind, some have rather emotional mind, some have rather prejudice mind, some have boastful mind. That's too many and I locked my mind, not wanting to think anymore. OK.that's all.

4. Holiday ahead, I want to read as much as I can. E-book downloading spree will start officially from next week onwards. ^^ Little did you know that, all my inspirations come from what I see and what I read. And also what I listen.

5. Shaken faith. Losing hope. Giving up. oh...should I?

6. Addictions to random things that I personally think it's annoying. Craving for durian now. Craving for ice-kacang. Craving for foods I shall say. I want burger ok. I want a big big juicy burger right nowwwww. This is lahap. Urgh.

7. All of a sudden, I have this urge of going to sleep until tomorrow morning. But, I can't =.= and I just realised so many random thoughts just popped into my mind. 107.

Savior. please.

2011-05-10T20:55:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I tried to be tough but I'm just not strong enough.

Oftenly, I try to be good enough, but I'm nothing without Your love.

I love the pictures displayed in this video, it simply reflects the meaning behind these lyrics.

It's a mistake I'll never forget.

At least for now, I will stay strong.

Beautiful day

2011-05-07T18:09:00.006+08:00

Adapted and modified from "Marry You" by Bruno Mars

" It's a beautiful day,

I'm finding for some dumb thing to do,

Oh hey baby.. I think I wanna marry you...

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing shoes,

Oh hey baby, I think I wanna marry you. "

And so, this song keep on ringing in my head on this beautiful day, I have no idea why. LOL.

Look at the branches of this tree, they shaped in such a beautiful way.

Random lalang that I plucked and lifted it up up into the sky.

Yellow flowers have this charm of attracting you to draw near to them.

Hilarious moment here ... The :O expression.

Sunset. It lasts only for a few minutes and the reflection on the surface of lake is simply beautiful again.

***

I am wondering how can God be such a great artist & painter...

Random thought again.

Friends.

2011-05-07T10:09:00.007+08:00

*sings* I'll be there for you. [ OST of Friends ]

A picture worth a thousand words.

Thousand Miles

2011-05-05T09:07:00.006+08:00

- Heart-breaking thing is that when I wake up, I look at my handphone screen but all I see is the same old wallpaper which I used to believe one day, it will be accomplished. -

Heavy footsteps

2011-05-03T15:16:00.003+08:00

Dragging my heavy footsteps, I headed to the studio on the third floor of B11.

On the way to the studio, I met a friend of mine and she asked me, who are you meeting huh?

I replied, " Oh, it's my second reader, I gonna get the signature from her today"

She said, " Wow, that's good .... "

And I turned back and keep on walking till I reached the huge building which I apparently think it's beautiful with the combination of the trees around it. Looking upwards, I know it's gonna be really exhausted when I reached her room. T.T

Steps by steps, I climbed. Lazily.

And finally, I reached her room and I met another guy, and I asked him, " Everything okay?"

He said, " Sure okay! She's good"

Without much preparations I stepped into her room and only then, I realised I forgotten to knock on the door. Luckily she's not paying much attention by that time. Then, I knocked on the door and flashed my most charming smile at once. HAHAHA.

I sat down and took out the needed documents for her approval. Amazingly, without any checking, she just sign on it. I watched closely as she took out the pen and sign on it! Seriously! I can hardly describe the mixed feelings when the black ink landed on the paper. Much of happiness and touching moments because finally, the efforts I had poured are being approved with just a touch of pen. Exactly the same feeling when my supervisor signed on the same paper the other day.

After little conversation, I left the room and say Thank You, Pn! ( almost high-pitched )

Wondering what actually popped into my mind when I left the room?

A lot I shall say. Walking back with the extremely shiny sun, I sweat alot. Also, I can feel the breeze of wind slowly wiping the beads of sweat on my neck as I walked towards G08. Despite the physical uneasiness, I shall shift your attention to the inner feeling Im having that time. Errr. It was like a burden which had been lifted entirely by an invisible hand and I can hardly feel the weight I had been carrying all this while anymore.

Instead, it was replaced with a joyful feeling. A feeling which overwhelmed me while typing this post also right now. I guess the thing that matters the most is the process of the making this 'thesis'. I can't help thinking of the all the tears and worries I once had in this lengthy process. Much of touching moments like again. T.T

With that I shall say, when everything is "jilid-ed", I shall show post a full story for this little thesis of mine.

Cheeers. I finally dare to post this " I LOVE YOU, THESES! "

Seasonal Flowers

2011-05-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

They blossom like once in a year.

Awwwww.si cantik-nyerrrrr.

You have no idea, how much we actually sacrificed for this photo! HAHAHA.

Looking solely at our expressions, you know how it feels to lay on a bed of red ants.

Little did you know, the view is extremely beautiful when you lift up your head.

And this is the big tree! Si cantik-nyerrrr again.

***

No doubts, it's here in University Technology Malaysia.

Beautiful moments don't appear like everytime, but I can actually capture all of it with this little gadget of mine.

Of course, you need some companions who are willing to accompany you to capture this.

And it will always be the girl up there. nyiak nyiak nyiak. XD

Love love love!

Simplicity

2011-04-30T01:03:00.004+08:00

Simplicity of life comes from the guardian of her heart.

Of watching the light from the candles.

Of a simple plan and a simple greeting.

Of slurping the mixture of creams, chips, hazelnuts & .....

Of lion that gives a warm hug. XD

Of rainy day with huge umbrella.

Of leaves.

Simplicity and how good if everything appears to be in a plain simplicity and without much complications.

Sweeta

2011-04-28T00:17:00.004+08:00

Can I have this as my wedding song?

Heeeee. *am simply blushing again*

****

The first verse in the lyric goes like this....

" Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man

Looking at you standing there, I know I am.

Barefoot beauty with eyes that blue,

Sunshine sure looks good on you, I swear. "

Read the following lyrics in the Youtube above * pointing upwards*

Okay. gonna continue with my final battle with the dear thesis.

I shall push away all the wildering imaginations now. OK. off to work.

Crossroads.

2011-04-26T00:46:00.003+08:00

Crossroads.

Which road to take?

Or will I ended up taking the path with blocked stones?

I asked God, why must I have so many choices in my hand?

Can't you just show me one choice and so I will not ended up standing in the middle of this crossroad, scratching my head, shaking repetitively.

Now that I found myself standing in the crossroad of life and I finally understand the real meaning of dilemma. I personally understand that each path has its own risks and fears. All sorts of fears just popped in out of nowhere. The fear of standing in this path all alone. The fear of overcoming the challenges ahead. The fear of starting over an entirely new culture. I wish I can be fearless but I simply couldn't.

Dear God, I extended this crossroad of mine into Your way. Lean not on my own understanding.

Tiny Flowers

2011-04-25T15:50:00.003+08:00

Tiny, yet beautiful.

Humble, yet attractive.

Where can I find tiny purple flowers?

Am serious.

2011-04-22T17:23:00.003+08:00

Am not being selfish or self-centered but sometimes it just won't clicked in.

By force or by persuasion, I won't give in.

It's the indescribable awkwardness that I feel uneasy.

If this continue to be, I will start to back off and slowly leaving this community. If the community lost the meaning that it was suppose to stand for, I guess it has no more meaning for me to stay in it anymore.

Perhaps...I can't see the value inside that could hold me clinged on it anymore...

But I do hope it is not up to the worst thought I had right now.

It's my dear heart that is protesting. sigh.

IVCC Farewell 2011

2011-04-20T16:42:00.004+08:00

Apparently, the IVCC farewell has just ended with lurveeeee. Im gonna use one word to conclude everything which is awesome. Heeee.from every tiny details, I can see the efforts that these juniors had poured in. Thanks for everything and I know God had always been there to provide all the inspirations and strengths!

This is gonna be a real brief post because I won't be uploading much photos here.. I'll have pictures uploaded here, and let's see what you can "see" in these pictures. Heee.

Yummy Yummmy ba kut teh, but the daging very kental. Sorry, I donno how to spell kental in English.

Abba....

Cute candid picture. Heeeee.

Bimbo bimbo...

Sandals

Pouring rain

BBQ time. HAHAHA.nice effect from the torch light.

Cross I look to, in time of depression and amazingly, I can always find peace in it.

Graduating seniors...oh oh, how much I will miss everyone...

Early in the morning.... eating the sandwich, sambil imagining the moment I treat her makan Blackforest ice-cream.

Colour pencils. Which colour do you prefer?

With the favorite soft toys....heee.how cute they are....

I can see the smile written on their face.

A comfortable and warm home I shall say. I pray that, it will always remain like this. In the years to come, I don't know what God has prepared for this home but surely I will miss every tiny things that this home had brought to me. No matter what, the heart of mine has reserved a special position for IVCC and you know what, this heart of mine can be a really strict guard who doesn't simply allow anyone to enter it. =D

Muacksssssssssss. with all my heart, I think Im falling for IVCC all over again....

Static Pose

2011-04-19T11:03:00.003+08:00

Sneak peek of my lovely weekend.

XOXO. More updates after this. :D

Mushi Mushi

2011-04-16T03:40:00.002+08:00

Mushi Mushi, it's already 3.40am and I am still wide awake here.

Not that Im super hardworking but this WINDOW MOVIE MAKER is driving me a little bit crazeee dy!

WHY CAN'T I PREVIEW MY VIDEO AT THIS TIME.

HOW CAN I EDIT MY VIDEO IF I CAN'T EVEN PREVIEW THE CLIPS I'VE INSERTED IN.

WHY YOU MISBEHAVE AT THIS CRITICAL HOUR!

Grrrrr...........

Pieces of thoughts.

2011-04-13T12:33:00.007+08:00

I don't seek for unnecessary attentions.

I attract only the people I love to stay with.

Black and white

2011-04-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

If the world is colourless.

I wonder, how dull it would be...

I got long eyelashes! HAHAHA. *hao lian mode*

Domino's onion rings! I like!

Priceless expressions.

Whitey headset. Worn-out already :(

How good if my pui kia can play guitar. *imagining*

Fixing the fallen one.

YOU! BACK-OFF!!!!!

-END-

Puffy Eyes

2011-04-09T00:51:00.003+08:00

My biological clock malfunctions. And and I sleep more than I need. :(

People suffers from the aftermath of tsunami, but I suffer from the aftermath of thesis.

I sleep for more than 10 hours per day after my thesis submission.

Siaw kia, thesis...now that I can't even type a proper post with my puffy eyes. T.T

Tagged under IVCC

2011-04-07T12:14:00.003+08:00

Tagged under footsteps

Tagged under shadows

Tagged under clouds

Tagged under sunset

Tagged under people

Tagged under photographers

Tagged under future thoughts

Heart Wishlist

2011-04-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

My wishlist!

1) I wish to have a room filled with shelves of books! Books I like. Ranging from Inspiring books. Romantica books. Touching books. Challenging books. Travelling books. And and I wish I can draw freely on the wall.I would have a wall full of my handwritings and ugly sketches initiated from my wild imagination while reading those books. LOLL. How beautiful it isssss! awwww!

2) I wish to have a room filled with photos I've taken and the memories I wish to preserve. I will clip it with the wooden clippers and write little notes on every picture I've clipped. Besides, Im gonna have a room specially to wash all the photos taken with the lomo camera! HAHAHA.and its gonna be dark dark inside! heee. macam dalam movie lo!

3) I wish to have a boutique room whereby my clothes, accessories, shoes, dress and everything will be displayed beautifully in each corner of the room! It can be an extremely messy room, I don't mind! and I'll have a long mirror in the room, whereby I can see the entire reflection of myself.

4) I wish to have a room for my quiet time. I'll installed the world class PA system and having soothing music played while Im enjoying my quiet moment in the room. Im will have all the favorite lyrics projected on the wall while I'm listening to the songs played. Heeee........hw beautiful it is again!

How good if I got enough money to accomplish all of the wishes up there!

My "Penghayatan Lagu Proses"

2011-04-02T01:39:00.005+08:00

Beautiful song

Last Night Last - Lady Antebellum

There's a towel on the bathroom door
A t-shirt in my dresser if you like
And I'll go put the coffee on
I'll pour a cup for you if you've got the time

All these years we been nothing but friends
And even though we didn't plan on this

Can last night last
Or was it just too much red wine
Or one too many lonely nights
Can last night last
And could this be the start of us
Every morning waking up
To your sleepy eyes smiling back
Or is it just too soon to ask
Can last night last

I probably should be going now
Cause I'm not quite sure what to say
I'm so afraid you might get scared
If I told you how much I wanna stay

Here we are somewhere between lovers and friends
Is this the end, or where it begins

Can last night last
Or was it just too much red wine
Or one too many lonely nights
Can last night last
And could this be the start of us

Every morning waking up

********

My "Penghayatan Lagu Proses"

a) I waited for the right time and right mood.

b) I clicked on the title and scanned through the lyrics first.

c) If the combination of melody and lyric pleases me, I will proceed to start my "penghayatan" process.

d) AHA! I will read line by line accompanied by the rhythm of the song.

e) If the lyrics fit so well with the emotion blended by the singer while singing the song, I will click like!

f) And then, the imagination gonna take its place and that is when I will be teleport to a far far away land whereby I will be imagining myself becoming the character in the lyrics.

g) I will keep on repeating, "how beautiful how beautiful how beautiful this song is."

g) But once the song ends, I will be awaken and back to reality again.

So, there goes the penghayatan lagu process of mine. How about yours? XD

End of March

2011-03-31T10:03:00.008+08:00

31.03.2011

End of March

Framing the beautiful morning with lil Ixus.

I guess this will be the lastime I will wake up qt 6.30am. =.= yawnnn...

Egg, why are you so seductive.

Coffee, why you smell so nice.

mcD, why you always have promotion

Letters to Sam, how can you be so addictive!

Nono, how can your eyelashes go up up like that?

SiewChin, how can your handwriting be so artistic?

There goes the end of March and the end of the mcD Big Breakfast Promotion. T.T

Over the century

2011-03-28T20:49:00.003+08:00

Over the century, I have lived in secret ...

***

I wonder how it feels to suck the blood of every single mosquito that had bite me up.

rarrrwww!

Don't you ever come and bite me again!

Im so gonna print this photo out and paste it all around my room! see these mosquitoes still dare to come and bite me or not! - HRMMMPH -

Andrina got thing to say!

2011-03-27T00:27:00.004+08:00

Andrina got billions of things to pour out but she's erm...not gonna tell everyone about it. And so, some of it will be kept in a room that she had reserved in her heart for some special people only. And some will be expressed in metaphors and hopefully you can get what I mean. HAHA.

♥ Burning passion for the things and people I love

♥ When I say I like you, I can be the most lovely person that you had ever met.

♥ Your eyes show the reflection of what you're thinking. Don't throw me with an eye full of jealousy. I can always sense it and throw you back with an ignorance stare.

♥ Sometimes you put your entire heart to that someone, but all you get is a halved heart.

♥ Humble person, you can always gain my attention, my respect and finally my adore but are you a humble person?

♥ I see with my bare eyes and feel with my heart but I know deep inside, conflicts happen. Im glad I found the One that can lead me into getting the right perspective and makes the conflicts dissolving into beautiful flaws.

♥ I never understand why Im born with such a big appetite. ( this is super random )

Okay,peeps. I think Im done with the late journal of the night. These few recent posts are getting really dull with my emotional expressions. aaaa...I will write a more joyful and crappy post nextime. urgh.

Ixus Outing

2011-03-24T21:49:00.002+08:00

Little Ixus, my second love.

- Breakfast Date -

- Abandoned bench -

- Wet Sky -

- Droplets of Rain -

- Cactus -

- Appealing One -

- Aloha Slippers -

There goes my date with my second love, lil Ixus! HAHAHA. No doubt he is my greatest companion in capturing the beautiful moments of life. Muacksssssss!

XiuXiu

2011-03-23T13:13:00.007+08:00

Photo-editing is kinda fun! AHAHAHA.

Now that I've longer eyelashes and beautiful eyes!

Macam ang mo lang! HAHAHHA. It's a blue contact lens and there is this fake tattoo on my arms if you noticed! Do you see it?

I've reduced the colour saturation to a lower level already because I don't wanna look to extreme with it. Hee. You can even colour your own hair! How fun this is.

Power of XiuXiu. I kinda lurve you a lil bit already.

Principle

2011-03-22T01:58:00.008+08:00

It's a principle I hold on to all this while. I kept it to myself for reasons that I couldn't name. I listen to every words you said, because I knew if I don't I will ended up washing your brain with only my thoughts. I speak up when I think it is appropriate because words don't come easily. But I'm not a perfect person, the rush of anger and self-centered-ness can always pop out of nowhere. Uncontrollable at times but I continue to hold on to the principle.

And if you ask me, where does my principle comes from? I can always say it comes from the words of God that I strongly believe it's true. Life oh life, it is full of flaws. Accepting the flaws doesn't mean you can actually change it. It's a willing heart. A willing heart to make a change rather than just accepting them.

Midnight dose.

2011-03-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

Midnight makes my nerves getting emotional like this.

There's a lyric here but then, the video quality is not that good.

Btw, this is a song of breaking up. But, Im not breaking up,ok! choy choy choy...

I could sing of Your love forever

2011-03-14T11:52:00.006+08:00

Your love endures forever

and I could sing of Your love forever

Over the mountains and the sea, your river runs with love for me,

And I will open up my heart and let the Healer set me free,

I am happy to be in the truth and I will daily lift my hands,

For I will always sing of when Your love came down,

I could sing of Your love forever. x4

My Chubby face

2011-03-12T19:54:00.007+08:00

No matter which angle the camera captures I, I can hardly hide the chubby face I had. I keep on pinching my cheek, hoping one day when I wake up I will become slimmer. Obviously, it does not work at all. T.T Everytime I look into the froggie mirror in front of my desk, I will adjust the mirror to an angle where I look slimmer. Obviously, Im cheating myself again.

Sigh. My daddy always say, I look good with this chubby face I had. ( Because I 'm always complaining about the big nose and round face I had ). But the papa is good! He said, " God is fair,you got a pair of beautiful eyes, don't complain that you got a big nose or a chubby face. And if today you got a perfect face like you always wished for, there might be other flaws in another part of your life. You know, at least you got a pretty eyes. HAHAHA." I almost get choked by the words he said, but secretly I am happy and touched at the same time. Even though my mouth keep on repeating the word fat all the time but deep in my heart, I never forget the words of wisdom from the papa. Hee.

Actually when I edited this photo, I donno what caption should I put. But this just came right into my mind.

" She is not going to let anyone hurting the people she loves"

Im not gonna let u, bullying my papa.ok! and and...I think I miss my papa now.

Dinosaur

2011-03-10T23:56:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, all you need is just a motivation. A motivation that washes all the worries and brings back all the confidence! HAHAHA. and this dinosaur just gave me a little motivation with the deep thought and lame jokes he had while looking through my paper. The things he scribbled on my well-printed paper were indescribably hard to understand but somehow, I think it might just be one of the criterias of becoming who he is now. It wasn't easy to think from the surface of the simple scribbles deep into his thought. But I do believe continuous perspirations will lead me into the right path where he wants me to walk on. Dinosaur, I shall meet you again next Monday and peeps, wish me luck in preparing the draft for my thesis.

Influence

2011-03-09T00:19:00.004+08:00

" Who are the people who have influenced us most?

Certainly not the ones who thought they did, but those who did not have even the slightest idea that they were influencing us! "

Adapted from Devotional Material: Day 17: The Ministry of Unnoticed.

How trueeeee~

And did I came across your mind when you read this?

Scribbles of craps

2011-03-08T11:14:00.007+08:00

Life's good.

I've not gone too far, I'm staying here in my comfort zone @ 107.

Actually, I've been trying to take control over the things I think I'm capable of these few weeks, but it turns out to be a failure .

T.T Im trying to control over the food intake in order to become thinner. But I ended up taking supper

T.T Im trying to control over my time management. But I ended up wasting time on those unnecessary stuff like what Im doing now.

T.T Im trying to control over the usage of my internet dosage. But I ended up receiving a message from P1, telling me that I've exceeded the limit of internet usage.

T.T Im trying to control over my daily expenses. But I ended up digging more and more money from ATM.

Things doesn't come exactly like what I've scribbled in my planner. But at least, I got it like 30% alike ok. And Im so determined to make the 30% into 100% . With love, Im gonna end this post! HAHAHA. thanks anyway for reading this. At least now you know me an inch deeper again. XD.